Post by Lunar Knite on Oct 23, 2006 18:45:08 GMT -5
Pain, I feel so much pain. Constant beatings, giving kindness, getting nothing in return.
Lonely, I feel so lonely. Darkness in my room, waiting, hoping someone will save me.
Empty, I feel so empty inside. My soul drained away, no way to ever get it back.
Anger, I feel so much anger. People carefree, not giving a thought to what’s around them.
Finally.
Death, I feel death. Creeping up behind me, my own self, ridding the world of my worthless existence. Trying to push me off the edge, inviting sweet oblivion to me.
But, I can’t.
Whatever pains I may feel, whatever happens, I must stay alive.
If not for me, then for them.
Those who I love with all my heart, those who are my friends, those who care for me.
Maybe someday these feelings will be all but memories.
Knowing from experience, nothing ever comes to those who wish it, nothing helps…
Happiness is all I wish for, but I am too far to reach it.
Too deep to jump up and grab it.
So close, but never able to achieve it.
Life is so meaningless, so void, so...
Lonely, I feel so lonely. Darkness in my room, waiting, hoping someone will save me.
Empty, I feel so empty inside. My soul drained away, no way to ever get it back.
Anger, I feel so much anger. People carefree, not giving a thought to what’s around them.
Finally.
Death, I feel death. Creeping up behind me, my own self, ridding the world of my worthless existence. Trying to push me off the edge, inviting sweet oblivion to me.
But, I can’t.
Whatever pains I may feel, whatever happens, I must stay alive.
If not for me, then for them.
Those who I love with all my heart, those who are my friends, those who care for me.
Maybe someday these feelings will be all but memories.
Knowing from experience, nothing ever comes to those who wish it, nothing helps…
Happiness is all I wish for, but I am too far to reach it.
Too deep to jump up and grab it.
So close, but never able to achieve it.
Life is so meaningless, so void, so...
