Falling

[Lunar Knite]

This stress, this pain, this suffering,
How long must I endure it?
How long will this go on?
The pain in my heart is too much to bear.
I don’t think I can last.
The world isn’t right or ready.
To keep things the same, I must go.
Go! Run! And never come back.
And so I shall go.
I shall run.
I shall never come back.
Because I have entered the darkness,
The emptiness, the nothingness.
Becoming just heartless, a black void.
And as I fall deeper into this despair,
I realize nothing can ever be,
And that I never was.
But I can feel and I can see.
And what I feel is happiness.
And what I see is light.
Though it is not for me,
Since I had already accepted the dark.
Still dropping, still falling, it ends finally.
And I land at the bottom of the hole,
Which I had dug for myself.
Leaving, I say my final goodbyes,
And I say those words you’ve waited to hear
‘I love you.’